Authenticity, Mindfulness, Well Being
Be Careful Who You Put on a Pedestal
The last few weeks have been interesting ones – for a good chunk of March my husband and I took a vacation with my parents to Africa to go on safari. I’ve been in a reflective place since then, thinking about the fun and excitement of the trip, but also thinking about how far I’ve come in my relationship with my parents, particularly with my father. Family relationships can be tough, especially parent – child ones, and then there’s the added aspect of how we as children tend to put our parents on a pedestal. It’s hard not to, when you think about it. I’ve lived it, many of my clients have lived it, and while well intended, there are several unintended consequences in doing so. It manifests in a lack of decisiveness when it comes to things like career choices, life choices, increases codependency and can really muddy the waters where clear thinking is concerned. When I think about the impact this had on my life, it’s profound. It’s hard to just “be,” when you’re so busy trying to be someone else’s version of you. Inadvertently and unconsciously, we give our power away and when we do we grow increasingly resentful of the other person. Why can’t he see me for who I am? Why can’t he appreciate me for the person I’ve become? We feel pushed or compelled to do things out of family obligation and anger and resentment builds and builds. Left unchecked it can completely poison the relationship. I thank God it didn’t in the case of me and my dad. When I truly think about it, for many years I was playing the part of the victim who had to do what he said without any choice in the matter, and my dad was the persecutor in our dynamic. The more the anger built, the more I distanced myself from him – my tactic was to isolate myself rather than fight. Over the years I’ve worked hard to pull him down from the pedestal I created. And it’s important to note that I was the one that created it. Pedestals keep us from being able to truly love Putting others on a pedestal isn’t fair in two ways. It’s not fair to yourself, because in effect what you’re doing is giving your power away as you seek approval and validation from the person on the pedestal. But it’s also not fair to the other person. It puts pressure on them, it creates unrealistic expectations that they need to live up to. It creates a sense of division, of separation. And the greater that sense of separation, the harder it is for love to enter the equation. The harder it is to see that person for the truth of who they really are – a flawed, messy, beautiful human being, doing their best, worthy of unconditional love all the same. That’s how I see my Dad now. And I appreciate him for who he is, just […]
April 3, 2024
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